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Response
Elizabeth updated:2005.9.2 |
Diagnosis:
1. How was your cancer detected?
Answer: After a 1996 (surprise: had never heard of it) dx of MyG, antibody neg.
(though tested only on 1st well known antibody), but Tensilon positive, a "classic
case," needing Mestinon to breathe, live, large doses., I was given initial
CT Thorax, told there was some extra fatty tissue, but not to worry. There was
also "something" on my kidney, they decided not to biopsy, and a small
cyst on my liver. Then in Nov. 2001, after many years of ICU hospitalizations
unable to breathe, I was CTd again, w/ report saying thymoma must be ruled out,
and that there was left chest lymphadenopathy. (In hospital NHL was first dx,
though w/ planned biopsy not yet done).
2. Did you feel any kind of pain or did you notice a change of your body?
Answer: May I reserve the right to answer all of these questions once I have
found out what my proper diagnosis is? I was a nonsrugical candidate given a
cervical (non sternum) surgical removal with no pre or post treatment. Everything
was done incorrectly in 2001
3. Do you know your staging?
Answer: I am still learning it could be 2A to 4A or 4B (what Ive been told most
recently)
4. Do you have a family history of cancer?
Answer: My father died of colon cancer age 53. Multiple members of my family
have had cancer. I had pre cancer of the endometrium and a full hysterectomy
in my 30s
5. Did you have any kind of surgery before?
Answer: I had more than I could possibly list here. The last was my partial
cervical thymectomy in Dec 2001, other than multiple biopsies and hysterectomy
and 2 C sections
Treatment:
6. What kind of treatment did you receive (be as specific as possible)
-surgery (was your cancer invasive? which organs where involved?)
Answer: I am still awaiting information as to what kind of treatment if any
remains fromme
-chemotherapie ( name the chemo and write down how many rounds you received)
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-radiation (what dosis did you receive)
-or a different kind of treatment
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Where there any kind of side effects involved in your treatment?
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7. Feelings - Emotions
What was your feeling when you heard your diagnosis?
( The answer to this question might be very helpful for all new patients!)
Answer: I was scared particularly because of lymph node involvemnt. I did not
realize the seriuosness of it however. Now I feel betrayed. It is avery long
story that I will explain later. My husband is typing this as I lie quite fatigued
and sleepy.
How did you feel during your treatment
- For example: During chemo you might have felt nausiated
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8. What was the most difficult part during your treatment
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9. Where were you treated (name the hospital with the full adress )
Answer: I was handled incorrectly by FoxChase Penn and Jefferson in Philadelphia.
I am visitng Moffitt cancer center but eagerly await the opportunity to meet
Dr. Loehrer and have requested an appointment with him. They say I should hear
in 2 weeks
10. If you can recommend your doctor let us know his/he r name.
Answer: All I can say is that I am eternally grateful to Sue and Joe, Thymoma.de
and the opportunity to see Dr. Loehrer. I have not had the privilege of meeting
anyone whoknows about thymomas. I even visited Sloan Kettering once, but they
always sent meto surgeons due to lung nodules, pneumonia, etc post partial thymectomy,
and I have never been a surgical candidate, so i have been continually radiated
(not radiation treatment)
11. What tip could you give a new patient?
Answer: see Dr. Loehrer. Do not waste time. Read everything on thymoma.de .
Contribute and become a member.
12. What bothered you the most during your treatment?
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13. What helped you most during this period?
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14. How're you feeling today?
Answer: I hope I will be able to answer these questions in greater detail in
the future
15. Tell us a bit about your check-ups?
- Where do you get your check-ups
- How often do you go for a check up?
- What do they do at your check up?
Answer: Again this remains in the hands of those who will treat me in the future.
Phila betrayed me to the point that the 2 surgeons in myprocedure called theother
a liar. If I could do anything it would be to correct the line of oncologistswho
seem to believe thymomas are lymphomas. I have wasted many years being tested
for lymphoma (even though this can very much be associated with thymomas. You
need to find a doctor you trust and who understands your every symptom, lab
result, slide etc. Anotherthing I do not have besides my husband is family support.
If you have family you are blessed. I do have wonderful friends as well.
16. How do you feel before you have to go to a check up
- Are you nervous, relaxed .....
Answer: I am always terrified about what will be found wrong with me next. There
is very much wrong with me. I have Dr phobia and I cancel more appointments
than I make ( a mistake). I will not be cancelling an appointment with Dr. Loehrer(!!)
and I have found a good group of small town doctors in Florida (they are the
ones who made up for and diagnosed themistakes made by the Phila doctors).
17. What do you do to make this time as easy as posssible?
- For example: You take a friend or relativ with you
Answer: My greatest pleasure is to help other people, to help my family, and
to believe there are reasons for everything.
18. Do you take any precautions to prevent the recurrence from cancer?
Answer: I try to have a healthy diet, used to execercise when I was strong,
use medically approved forms of complementary medicine, mine are tame, as in
fish oil, milk thistle or reflexology
19. Have you made significant changes to your life after you got cancer?
Answer: No. I feel as if I have been living with cancer since I had a cousin
in childhood with a brain tumor. It seems to be one person after another. I
worked for hospice when I was healthy.
20. How 're you feeling about the disease
- are you optimistic about outcome from your cancer
- are you more afraid that it might return
Answer: At this point I would like to be optimistic but I don't know if I should
be. I also like to be realistic. Sue is an amazing inspiration. Just seeing
her picture on the site does so much for me
21. Status - how is your progress?
ie. chemo didn't work, don't want to do surgery or radiation since it is too
invasive at this point.
Answer: To be seen
22. Ideas/recommendation ...
Answer: Never let anyone tell you that you don't know your own body. Never let
anyone tell you nothing is wrong when you know there is. Never neglect to educate
yourself in the attempt to avoid being a "hypochondriac."(What my
Mother called me :o(
23. Leave your e-mail adress in case you want to get contacted from other thymoma
patients.
I would appreciate any contact from anyone, particularly if mistakes were made
in their case, but I'm happy to talk with anyone: bocaburton@aol.com. If there
is a delay in response it is because I am in the middle of trying to get treatment.
Dear Sue or Joe,
It's beyond this for me I have been told, but in explaining to those who ask
me in my small family (who are trying to "figure out what happened,"
looking back at the beginnings of my case) (and thank you..Did I tell you I
see Dr. Loerher on Aug. 2? You told me to go 4 yrs. ago..My loss and mistake
that I did not go, trusted what was wrong, sadly),
What is the difference between an "encapsulated thymus" that has spread
from thymic area, or a thymic "mass" that has spread, or an just an
encapsulated "thymus", or "thymoma," (for example, "benign
thymoma") when staging seems to depend on not only tissue pathology (often
said on your site, nci.gov, oncolink, etc. as almost indistinguishable at times
from "normal thymic tissue," e.g. epithelial) AND where the growth
goes, so to speak? That is, again, when staging seems to be said in certain
thymoma types to be combination of tissue pathology AND where thymic tissue
goes, or must be "cut surgically from"? The question is how does one
stage a growth, and are those terms different or similar (above in quotes).
(I should explain my Mother heard surgeon say something different from what
was in report, among so many differences. I, of course, was in recovery, and
my Husband and I were told, read, etc. different as well. The hem.onc.'s who
saw me this year, sent me to Moffitt (not yet done, and we do not want to stay
here, as they do not seem to see as many thymomas as Dr. Loerher, plus they,
now, on CT see neoplastic, etc. in lungs..The situation 4 years later is entirely
difft., but my family remembers 2001.)
Please forgive me if this is confusing, but terms in different places I mention
above seem to be used ALMOST indistinguishably. I know my surgical report, the
pathology reports, and the tissue itself, the growth, which I am bringing, along
w/ films before, after, records, everything requested, to Dr. Loerher, will
describe in good enough time my own situation, as Dr. Loerher sees it..but my
Mother, Brother, etc. ask questions I do not know how to answer. I am not seeking
a medical opinion from you; but I believe I read we may email you? I was hoping
if you all are too tired, do not want, etc. to describe such to us, (please
forgive me for bothering you if so) that I might be directed by you to a definitive
"source," where I could then temporarily send my family, until Dr.
Loerher sees me.
Thank you again for everything.
Elizabeth and Jesse Finkelstein